A perfect script of life

Dear no ones,

There are confusions and loads of doubts in believing the existence of god. There is definitely trust-issues to vote for the right man, who will do good for the country. Mind plays the Pendulum Game way too well, in choosing who's the best sportsperson: Sachin Tendulkar or Vishwanathan Anand? But.... But.... But,..... There is one thing, which I am 200% sure and 1000% confidence. It's that, nobody reads this blog. I can bet my life for that and I am damn sure, I am going to win it. If they conduct an award function to recognize the most boring blog or the stupidest blog on earth, I will definitely hit all the five nominations.

Well, must be wondering what the f**k has happened to this guy? Well, Its just my way of taking the frustration outta my head. I am not feeling comfortable talking to my friend or family about it. But a man gotta speak or as today's generation says, 'gotta let out the steam'. I thought, this might be the best way, by letting the words to scream for me. Well, you might think that there can be other ways to do it, rather than typing bullshit over the internet. You, are absolutely right, but I have a film writer's card which unfortunately makes me a writer. So, just to do some justice to the card, I thought of scribbling something on my, so-called Blog. So here I am, being all crazy. Some great minds here must have definitely found zillions of grammatical error in my writing, which is quite possible. Those minds will definitely think, how on earth they issued a writer's card to me? My humble answer to those noble souls (Which I prepared to save myself from further embarrassment ), The idea of language is to communicate the message, properly to the listener or reader. So, if you are able to get it, then just leave it (I mean the grammar part).

So, yeah getting back to the topic. What's the reason for writing this blog? Well, to give you a brief introduction about it, I must start my sentence with this, 'Life is a bitch.' Sorry for not minding my language. But, I searched the whole thesaurus website to find a decent alternative for that word, but nothing was so direct like the one above. Getting back to my topic, it's been just four days since I got my salary and I have already spent 80% of it, and this is the golden month, where the good movies are hitting the theater every Friday. My relationship with movies are like the regular dialysis process. I hope you can understand the relation. Getting back to my story of life,  I have't been to gym from past three days, as my vehicle has gone for service. And, I am trying really hard to loose my fat, so I am literally on a no rice diet. I gotta eat raw vegetables every day at lunch, so things get really hard for met to see my colleagues romancing everyday with rice. There is no money in the wallet, no balance in the phone, no air in my cycle tubes and no petrol in my bike and above all, no girlfriend. There is this one girl, whom I liked from my school days, keeps visiting me in my dream. Don't worry, there is no outdoor song sequences in it. The best part is, even in dreams, she denies my proposal. Don't you feel, it's a well written script? But..... But..... But..... here is one last thing that will allow you to add the word, 'perfect' to it. Now, I have got relationship troubles as well. I'd be glad to tell you what exactly I am talking about. But, details will take another 4000 words of explanation, which I think is a sheer waste of time. I am going to use a one-liner to explain my situation, I hope you will understand the subtext in it:

'I threw an ice ball at my friend for fun, but it ended up to be a rock.'

There goes my last line in bold letters. I don't know, reading this post is really going to entertain you or going to make you feel sorry for me or going to remind you of your situation or going to generate ideas to slap me? I jus wanna thank you for reading it.

Love ya'll....

A hug says it all

I was watching IPL, Royal Challengers Banglore (RCB) v/s Kolkata Knight Riders (KKR). Kolkata batted well setting a good target against RCB. Chris Gayle started the innings and started showering the ground with runs. It was sure that RCB is going to win. The game reached a interesting turn when only only 2 runs was required to win and also 2 runs was needed for Gayle to score his century. Unfortunately Gayle was at the non strikers end. Me and my mom were discussing how Gayle is going to get his century. After an over of drama Gayle comes on strike with a run to win the match. The bowler bowls the ball and Gayle hits a four to get his century and also winning the game for RCB. We all were happy. We saw Gayle happy. Virat Kohli went and hugged Gayle to appreciate his batting. At that time, suddenly the waves of my brain started waving, giving me a thought.

I was thinking, people speak different languages, people follow different cultures, people are different. But, just imagine there is one thing which is similar everywhere. The way to express your love to others. A simple physical gesture called a hug. One universal way to express your feelings to others. Isn't that amazing to know how people from different places have one common practise of expressing yourself to your loved ones. Guess that's why we are considered supreme than all other biological species.

Must be wondering what am I trying to say. Well, one little thing, there is racism everywhere, people hate each other. And let me tell you my friend, there are different ways of showing your hatred. That may vary from one clan to another. But, there is only one universal way to express your love, A simple hug. No subtitles required, no knowledge needed. Just a simple hug is enough to say it all.

Thank you for your time!

Winds of Change

The moment you read those three words, you get reminded of that beautiful song sung by the Scorpions. But, I am not going to talk about the song.m here to just share my thought on the concept of change. I remember when I was talking to one of my collegue in Chennai. I was telling him about the amount of fun I had during that particular weekend with my friends. He was listening to it quietly for sometime and then he looked at me and said, "Arun, you are really fond of your friend, aren't you?" I laughed at him and asked what sort of a stupid question is that. He looked at me for sometime and asked my age. I told him I am 22. He gave a smile which was more of a mysterey to me. I asked him the reason of that smile. he looked at me and said, "When you will turn 23, just remember this conversation we had. At that time you will understand everything." I was confused. I kept on bugging him for sometime to tell me what he really meant. He said to me, "Soon everything will change. Be ready for that." I was wondering what he meant. He smiled at me and left the place. I stood alone in the road thinking what just happened. And then started thinking more about this one word call, "Change".

The world evolved from changes. Its one thing which silently walks with us all our life. But, still I freaked out when my friend just shot me with those heavy words. At first I used to think a lot about it. I used to get upset thinking, relationship with friends might not be the same in future. Few of them will get married sooner or later and then a year will pass in calling them on their birthdays and anniversaries. Later, just one facebook status update with two smileys on their walls. Thats how things will be in future. I know might sound lame. But that's the way I used to think.

But, One fine day I was enlightened by this thought. All my life I have been experiencing change. My father works for the government. He makes thermal power station. Whenever his project is finished, we get transferred to another town. Every 2-3 years we have to pack our bags. Change is not new to me. I have changed 6 schools. Company of friends changed every 3 years. Never had any issues that time. Why suddenly now? Little me was more strong than the present me to deal with change. My past accepted the reality and went with the flow. But my present is acting like a rebel. Trying to change the Change. But now I realize that you cannot change the nature of Change. It is inevitable.

Later I also realized that Change doesn't change the relationship with friends. It all depends on us. One just needs the heart of 22 year old in your 40's. Change is good. Just need to have a perspective towards it.